Because I really haven't done this sort of thing and people really need to stop judging me based on what I write, say, or look like. A lot of my writing is either angsty, sad, or activist and (while that's not entirely bad) I'm and not angsty sad or an activist 100% of the time. More often than not (without my meds) I need to be peeled off the ceilings cause I get so hyper.Although when I DO manage to take my meds, I'm pretty cynical and practical though that's not what they're supposed to do. I'm supposed to be focused but that hasn't quite happened. I'll frequently rant like this and some of it will make sense. The rest won't make squat but it'll have enough topics to make a decent conversation with. This covers both what I write and what I say. How I look is another matter entirely, mostly because I'm not the prettiest dress on the rack but I AM one of the ones that you get home after buying it and you have a hard time finding it again. I'm really flighty, making it hard to hold me on one subject very long. Unless we're talking books, anime, manga, or funny stories. But back to the subject, I'm no where near pretty, I've been called cute and beautiful but I still live at home with parents who say that so it doesn't count.